To The Man Who Bruised Me

To the man

who bruised me

What makes you think that I ever want to see you again?

What makes you think that I miss your loving

that once violated

my walls?

I am a stranger to your paradise and you are the one who shoves me closer

to the bonfire in hell

With holds, hooks, kisses

You are still an alien to me

My blood boils

Every time I remember you walked away

with your pride, unbeaten

While, I was foraging

on wreckage

floated near me

to cover up

I do still wish my words will find you

like a spiralling arrow

avenging the predator

I want your name in shame

I want these words to be the hands that tug you down

From the mountain you're climbing

The throne you're sitting

Let these words be the hands

that strip you 

Bare naked

So you know how it feels like

Lately I have been thinking recent cases of sexual violence 

around the news

I also wonder if it is me who is too embarrassed

to admit that somebody had violated me

It has been 2 years to take me to realise that

For girls out there, take care of yourself 

He should know better when to stop

When you say so

So never blame yourself