The Train Station

I knew I wanted to set the button around

So I could have a restart

When I saw you walking with your head straight as usual

With your white earphones on as usual

And before I could tell it was you, my heart is slowly beating before it descends ten thousand feet down the earth... as usual

And I did not say a word, because you neither would

Because I knew you would not see me the way I did, you will never see me the way when

heat rushes to your head

the sudden glow across your face

aggressive warmth from your body

an urge to curl the lips to a smile without no reason in front of public

even when you are not looking right onto a mirror you know they happen to you

Have you ever tried to read a signboard but the letters are jumbled?

Open your favorite book but you left it abandoned

Those feeling of the lack of self-control

Those poems, that you write for her without asking anything in return

The chats, some ends with answer but some do not

Gush and thrills

When you are answering on the corner of a quiet bookstore

a charming chat you begun with

"Hi I think I saw you at the train station earlier."